It's not a broken heart

How it feels falling in love ? yeah of course wonderfull fantastic and great, no words can describe. It's so sad for me when I'm falling in love, so strange right ? Because I don't know what to say and what to do. I'm kind of guy that so called coy ! It's hard for me to express what inside my heart sometime makes me so desperate. I do hard to try to express my self but it's not always run well. Untill one day My friend told me that I have to move on and enjoy my life. I mean he makes me think that life is beautifull and I should enjoy it as I listen to my favourite tricky song by John Mayer called "The Heart Of The Life".

Liar

What do you think about lie ? Nobodys don't do lie and nobodys perfect. I just an ordinary boy, need alot of attention. I dont mean to harm somebody with my lie. I do hard to try not to be liar. I never complain about somebody attitude so much. Do my lie make you die ? There are certain thing you might to know about friendship. Friend mean cariying, loving, advise and understnding not judging and punishing. I don't mind at all about you're trying to kill me with your curse. One thing keep questioning in my mind is "How could you do this to me ? What I'm to you ? " Now I know the truth about who my friends really are ? I will not complain and I accept it. I'm a liar to you but I don't talk people shit behind them. Call me when you're sober ! If I can't find happines in our friendship then I will keep you in my memories. Friendship is understanding and that where true happines lies. Is this my happy birthday surprice ?

Happy Birthday Sherif

Yeah I'm 25 years old, A lot of thing to do ! Thank you guys for the birthday surprice !

Justin Timberlake - Futuresex/Lovesounds

After the success of the 2002’s debut solo album Justified the former ‘NSync front singer Justin Timberlake has taken some rest before releasing a sophomore effort. This year producers Timbaland, Rick Rubin and the Black Eyed Peas’ Will.i.am have joined him in recording the album called Futuresex/Lovesounds, a 13 tracks long record, most of which are written by Justin himself. Having a keen sense of the contemporary pop innovations and a clear understanding of what the audience is expecting from him, Timberlake has managed to create a quality collection of sultry ballads and stylish club numbers, filling them with his own vision of pop and R&B music. The fans will be happy to hear his falsetto vocals on the largest parts of the tracks, and to mark Justin’s growth into a mature young man sure of himself especially when it comes about the relations with the opposite sex. On Futuresex/Lovesounds the pop, R&B, funk, soul and rock music of the 1980s combines with the modern trends of production and studio processing, and Justin Timberlake’s singing reechoes the performace manner of Prince and a bit of young James Brown. This is the singer’s new triumph outshining the debut creation and an album that is going to be one of the best pop and R&B records this year. 

James Morrison - Undiscovered

This year the British team of soul singers has increased. James Morrison Catchpole born in Rugby, Warwickshire, England in 1984 and professionally known as James Morrison has released his debut album Undiscovered. Influenced by Al Green, Otis Redding, Cat Stevens and The Kinks, he has been playing guitar since the age of 13, but started to write songs only recently after years of playing other musicians’ creations. James got signed to Polydor Productions and was a supporting artist for Corinne Bailey Rae on her debut album tour. Undiscovered has already won the highest public acclaim for James Morrison’s deep soulful voice filling each song with a strong emotional coloring. The instrumental background emphasizes the power of his vocals to a great effect. Anonymous band helps James reveal all his talents drums giving a special rhythm to every song and violins prolonging the highest tones of the singer’s vocals. The style of Undiscovered varies from rock to soft soul ballads, and the tempo mostly does not exceed the mid one. The inspiring debut of James Morrison can serve a good example of a dream fulfilled.
His near-namesake is revered as one of the most innovative figures in rock history, but there's precious little original about 21 year old Cornish singer-songwriter James Morrison, the latest bright young hopeful earmarked for fame by the record industry.
The airbrushed Al Green-lite pseudo-soul of hit single "You Give Me Something" sets the template for a polished, proficient set of songs which drift politely from the speakers, with Morrison barking out a decent Rod Stewart impression above a syrupy backing track of piano, strings and brass. "One Last Chance" is my favourite one from him. "Call The Police" briefly ups the tempo with some shamelessly Radiohead-influenced ragged guitar riffing, but in general this is bland, faceless music which offers nothing new yet will inevitably sell by the shed load.
 

What Goes Around Comes Around

Don't wanna think about it, don't wanna talk about it. I'm just so sick about it, I can't believe it's ending this way. Just so confused about it, it'll end up in the news about it. I just can't do without ya, tell me it's this fair? This is the way it's really going down. Is this how we say goodbye?
Let me paint this picture for you baby. You spend your nights alone. And he never comes home
And every time you call 'em. All you get is a busy tone. I heard you found out that he's doing to you. What you did to me, ain't that the way it goes? When you cheated girl, my heart bleeded girl. So it goes without saying "imagine let me feeling hurt". Just a classic case, it's a sce-sce-scenario. Tale is oldest time, girl you got what you deserved. And now you want somebody to cure the lonely nights. You wished you had somebody that can come and make it right. Well girl I ain't somebody and not a sympathy (see, see). 
What goes around, comes back around
I thought I told ya, hey eyyy. I should've known better when you came around. That you were gonna make me cry. It's breaking my heart to watch you run around. Cause I know that you're living a lie. But that's okay baby cause in time you'll find... What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way back around.

 

Relationships: Beyond Dating

There is nothing more glorious than falling in love! What a wonderful feeling it is, when, after all that searching and seeking, you finally hook up with that compatible mate. But wait! How can you know that the person you think is right for you, really right for you?

It's easy, well, maybe. All you have to do is make sure that you ask the appropriate questions -- queries that will help you establish how your likes and dislikes, and needs and wants, line up with those of your significant other (should that new love become truly significant in your life). And, of course, the reality has to match up to the answers to these questions.

At the right time and place, I suggest people exchange answers to the following questions:

1. Kids or no kids?
2. Smoking or no smoking?
3. Drinking or no drinking? (Same for drugs)
4. Religious beliefs: Match? Blend? Clash?
5. Who works? Who stays home (especially when the kids come along)?
6. Who wants to live where?
7. Who controls the checkbook?
8. What is his/her personal relationship with his/her family? Too distant? Too close?
Too weird? Appropriate to your standards?
9. How are holidays spent? At home? With family? Alone? Vacationing?
10. Windows opened or closed? Heat/AC on or off?
11. What side of the bed must you (he/she) sleep on?
12. Where to spend vacations? Leisure time?
13. Sick: Left alone or babied?
14. Appropriate gift giving: birthdays? Yuletide holidays? Special occasions?
15. Who does what around the house?
16. What is acceptable hygiene?
17. What are his/her hobbies, pastimes?
18. Preferences: Music? Movie? Book favorites?
19. Favorite foods?
20. Pets or no pets? What kind?
21. Decisions about the children: School, church, discipline, allowance,
extra curricular activities, friends, and curfew?
22. Mealtimes: Early or late?
23. Furniture: Vintage or Contemporary?
24. Sleeping habits: Four hours or eight?


Three more compatibility factors
If this list is not enough to help you determine whether or not your new love is right for you, try these as additional ways to size up the compatibility factor: How does your new love handle a crisis? Behave in public places? Treat your friends and family?

I also think you can tell a great deal about your new mate by the way he treats his mother and how she treats her father. Observing how a person regards that parent is key in establishing how he or she will treat you!

If you are in love -- if you've finally met Mr. or Ms. Right -- step back from all that awe and wonderment for a moment and get answers to all of the above. You will find out whether or not this new relationship (the one you've been looking for all this time) is one that will or will not last. As they say, love can be blind, but if it is going to last, love also has to be practical!

I'm so conflicted in my mind

You're kissing me And saying I'm the one you need To keep you warm And lay with you tonight. Baby I feel the same way I don't want to leave Wanna hold you close And feel your love inside But I don't wanna play myself Cause I know you're with someone else And I don't need complications in my life And I don't wanna fall back in And get caught up in you again Baby I'm so conflicted in my mind Obviously, procrastinating just to be Close to you a little longer now
It's hard for me to break away from you baby Never could resist you And I still haven't learned how And I don't wanna be a fool But it's hard when it comes to you And I'm feeling vulnerable tonight Cause I don't wanna miss the chance Of reliving our sweet romance Baby I'm so confused down deep inside You keep saying stay the night Just let me rock you till the morning light It's cold outside And much too late to drive You know I need you baby I'm so lost without your love.

 

Hold On

You tried so hard to be someone

That you forgot who you are

You tried to fill some emptiness

Til all you had spilled over

Now everything's so far away
That you don't know
Where you are
You are

When all that you wanted
And all that you have
Don't seem so much
For you to hold on to
For you to hold on to
For you to belong to

When it's hard to be yourself
It's not to be someone else
Still everything's so far away
That you forget where you are
You are

When all that you wanted
And all that you have
Don't seem so much
For you to hold on to

Clock Watching

Take off both your shoes and clothes I’ll follow
Undo corkscrew drink from the half of a broken bottle
Lately we’re running out of time, aren’t we?
Smoking often and calling out our guilty pleasures
Let’s keep talking anything to stop clock watching
Lately we’re running out of time.
aren’t we crazy for running all the time? Maybe
Let’s forget we’re running out of time

I’m off like an aeroplane
I’m licking your postage stamp again
I’m using my right brain and I’m praying that we don’t crash
Who knew I’d come so fast?
So what if a two pump chump can’t last
But I made it to three and I foreclosed a five-minute fantasy
On a short lived flight making love on economy

No jumping conclusions
I don’t think there’s no solution
Let’s get backwards and forget our restless destination
Let’s live in the moment just this time could we
Just take one moment of our time maybe
Let’s forget we’re running out of time.

Jeff & Judi

How it feels to be happy ? That question still rings on my mind. I'm so bored to be someone that so so so Sad. Till one day I got a phone call by someone which I don't recognize. He ask me to reserve for a cottage, his name is Jeff Ericksons. He's so funny on the phone. It's like long ago I know him. I do my best for him to get the best rate but I can't give him the best rate, you know company policy. When I met him "Oh my God" He's so friendly, nice, cute and funny. He give me suggestion to increase my weight. He's a yoga teacher.
We had fun conversation, I never feel so happy meeting someone before. But Jeff makes me happy. He have appointment at 7 with his friend Judi at Kudos. Then I offered to drive him to Kudos. Kudos still closed at 7 PM and open at 10 PM, we are way to early. Then Jeff & I wait for Judi at Mix Well, then I saw a taxi came in front of Mix Well and I said to Jeff "I think that's Judi". That's right ! That's Judi !
Judi is Jeff's neighbour it's about 200 meters from Jeff's house, so strange they dont recognize each other but they met in Bali, hahaha. If in Java whom stay 500 meters from our home we recognize them.
Judi is kind of lovely and so so so friendly. She have briliant idea.
I ask them to go to the beach on sunday at 11 PM. But when we arrived at Jeff's hotel, Jeff still sleeping. I dont want to disturb him but Judi wake him up ! hahaha !
Then we go to the beach and the adventure is begin ! They have pedicure, manicure and shopping ! I'm glad to know them, at least I'm happy although just a while ! I never feel this way, so damm happy ! Thank you Jeff & Judi.

They are not like western guys that so mean, they are so cool !

So nice to meet you !

Jeff & Judi, I'm having a good time with you ! I hope we will meet again !
Judi dont forget to invite me to your wedding and send me the pictures ! Jeff you can stay in my house as long as you want !

See you guys !

What's stuck in your mind boi ?

I will do what ever it takes to make my weight back again. 10 kilogram lost. I do eat alot but it never work out. Some fellas said "just relax your mind". Yeah that right ! I never feel so happy in my life. I kept thinking about the real me.  I don't know who am I. I just wanna be happy like other people that I saw on the beach. They really have agood time. Free their mind but I don't.

I just want to be happy, who's gonna love me if I never feel happy ? If someday I feel so that happy my weight will increase. Hahaha !

What's stuck in your mind boi ?

Ahoj !

Apakah loe akan merasa senang jika apa yang dibenak loe terpuaskan tapi loe bener bener melanggar prinsip loe? Siapa sih yang nggak merasa senang jika apa yang diharapkan akan tercapai dan terkabul ? I’m confused about myself

Apakabar SOB ?

Duh sudah lama nggak ngeblog gerah juga man ! Tapi hari hari ini gw bahagia buanget jadi nggak sempet ngblog. Tapi gw ada sedikit cerita bahagia siapa tau jadi inspirasikan ? Gw udah nyadar bukan saatnya buat nganggep hidup itu susah, hidup ini indah lo Sob ! Kemaren gw ketemu ama org yang bener bener care sama gw. Cocok de Sob! Gokil ! Tar aja gw sambung critanya ! Bersambung nih critanya ! Eh gw udah 1 minggu lagi puyeng cari lagunya si jaclyn Victor Malaysian Idol suaranya mahut banget Sob ! Gw harus dapet ! wah pokoknya gw semangat banget ! tar nyambung ya Sob !

Never Felt Like This Before

Duh hari - hari ini gw kacau banget I mean kacau dalam arti yang seneng. Maunya seneng terus ! Perasan ku nggak karuan. Bukan jatuh cinta bukan seneng dapat apa gitu. Lumba lumba gw juga sangat seneng taukan lumba lumba I mean my love ! Cintaku ! Nggak tau kayak ada sentuhan lain di hati gw. Biasanya gw suka merenung dan terlalu halus perasaan but kali ini laen. Kalau lagi dapet masalah yang bikin jengkel maunya seneng gitu. Beda banget tapi gw seneng diri gw yang kayak gini lebih cuek tapi so insecure ! I Never Felt Like This Before ! Ada apa gerangan Arif? Setiap ngeliat temen temen gw selalu terinspirasi untuk lebih tegar dan selalu feel happy. Enjoy the time! Nothing to stress about ! Bener sekali perasan gw nggak bisa gw ungkapin seneng melulu. Yah semoga aja orang yang ngeliat gw bisa terinspirasi dan akhirnya terciptalah dunia yang indah ! hehehe terlalu gede kalee ! yah paling nggak orang sekitar gw bisa ngerasa aura gw yang lagi seneng. Dunia ini indah dan bukan neraka ! Tinggal bagaimana kita menyikapinya, right ? Setiap baca majalah atau koran gw selalu cari apa ya hari ini yang bisa kasih gw inspirasi bukannya jiplak tapi just wake my six sense up! Bener jika kita lagi bad day kita harus bisa siasati agar bad day jadi menyenangkan seperti kata si Daniel Powter ! Cita cita gw yang belum kesampaian yaitu jika gw ngeliat anak anak sma seger seger gw juga jadi pengen seger maksudnya jaga tubuh agar tampak seger salah satunya hati harus bersih dan seger, you guys know what I mean right? Love Love Love !

Weekend

What amazing weekend ! Hooo ... ! Im not kind people who celebrate the end of the week that we call weekend. You know I'm working on sunday. While other people go for vacation or relax, Me on Working. I think most of us don't really enjoy the weekend. But This saturday is special because Nana invite me to come to her show "English Show" as aguest with special quest "Kempy" native speaker from America. We have alot of fun, and our show doing good, talking about topic "what is your favourite place to hangout?". We talking about place to hangout, music and movie. After the show Me, Nana and Kempy go for breakfast. Our Menu is Nasi Pecel because Kempy like it so much. So much fun fun fun ! I think it my oportunity to show my ability. Thanks to Nana for giving me a chance to be in her show. I know she's one of people who really respect me as an special person. Thanks for Kempy for being so friendly and both of us like Nasi Pecel. She remaind me how to enjoy the weekend, nothing stres about !

Less Doesn’t mean Worst

Apakah keterbatasan itu berarti buruk ? Gw pada awalnya termasuk orang yang percaya bahwa kurang dan keterbatasan itu akan menyulitkan kita dalam bertindak. Ternyata gw salah. Emang bener kalau belum mengalami, kita nggak akan percaya pada suatu hal. Seperti yang gw alami baru baru ini. Karena gw kerja di sebuah Radio Station sebagai IT jadi gw selalu bergaul dengan yang namanya komputer, soulmate SOB ! Nah saat itu Bos gw mau ganti Sound Card buat komputer siaran eh ternyata sound card yang baru nggak compatible dengan komputernya. Padahal spesifikasi komputernya termasuk handal Pentium 4 yang jempolanlah maklumlah cing buat on air jadi harus TOP ! Gw bingung banget “What should I have to do ?”. Karena gw tipe orang yang nggak mau nyerah, gw pakai komputer ruang produser yang biasa buat ngetik, ngenet dan lain lain sebagai ganti komputer ruang siaran. Spesifikasinya Pentium 3 standart. Awalnya gw gak yakin kalau bakal sukses kerena lemot banget. Ehhh nggak taunya malah tampah cepet dan sound cardnya compatible. Akhirnya gw bisa bilang “you have to fight for your right to have a party” gila keras banget sampai bos gw ketawa dan bilang “udah sana cepet berangkat bulutangkis” hehehe biasa cing gw suka bulutangkis sama bos dan gw selalu semangat untuk itu ! Sayang bos gw nggak bisa ikut bulutangkis karena lagi ada kerjaan, denger denger lembur sampai nggak tidur “Jaga kesehatan ya Pak”. Sebenarnya kejadiannya gak sesimple itu makan waktu 4 jam lah. Tapi dari kejadian itu gw semakin bisa control diri nggak terlalu ngeremehin hal hal yang sepele karena kekurangan bisa jadi kelebihan kalau kita tau “How to handle it”. “You guys know what I mean, right ?” So Less Doesn’t Mean Worst !

Don't Call Me Banci !!!

Siapa se yang ingin dilahirkan dengan berbagai kekurangan? Lo pasti nggak maukan? Dan apa lo mau dihina, direndahin karena hanya lo orangnya diem? Ha...? Gila cing gw di bilang banci ! Itu kalee pertanyaan yang gw pasti bakal bilang jika gw dihina like that! Hargai dong, kita juga manusia sama seperti lo ! Gw adalah orang yang sangat menghargai orang lain karena gw mau orang lain hargai gw sebagai manusia. Gw bukan tipikal cowok yang suka main fisik dalam menghadapi masalah tapi juga diliat masalahnya juga. Pasti orang banyak yang setuju dengan gw jika gw ngehajar tuh orang yang bilang "Lo banci". Gw lebih milih berfikir dalam menghadapi masalah kayak gini, udah sering cing diremehin! Gw selalu koreksi diri apakah ada yang salah dengan omongan dan kelakuan gw? but kayaknya nggak! Gw masih inget kata seorang bencong yang ketemu di malem minggu habis dugem. Tuh bencong di suit suit sama sekumpulan cowok brengsek bahkan dipanggil panggil banci. Kontan deh tuh bencong ngamuk dan bilang "gw emang kewanitaan tapi gw manusia gw nggak mau jadi begini jangan bilang gw banci gw juga manusia" nah bencong aja nggak mau dibilang banci apalagi gw yang orangnya diem dan kalem. Jelas gw nggak mau dihina! Tapi gw sangat bersyukur ke Allah, gw masih dikasih kesehatan dan kesenangan. Allah maha adil dan pasti bakal nolong umatnya. Why people always judge someone by the cover? Are they insane? Its time to Shake them Off ! Next time orang yang ngomong gw banci bakal gw hajar habis ! Wah sudah sangat panas ney! hahaha santai cing ! Gw tetep cool kok! More harder they try to kill me, More strong I am! And Dont Call Me Banci !!!

Who are My True Love

Lelah ku mencari penggantimu Tetapkan kembali kepada mu Mungkin ini pertanda engkaulah cintaku Kau tiada yang lain yang pantas untukku yang seharusnya ku cinta Bolehkah lagi kuminta hati mu kembali seperti dulu (Dua - Kau) Bangun tidur rasanya sakit semua badan ini, tadi malem nggak bisa tidur, mata masih sakit! Tapi karena hari ini hari jumat sebagai seorang muslim biasa harus jumatan. Dengan sedikit kesakitan membuka mata, gw bangun dan siap siap tuk jumatan. Sebenarnya se bangun jam 5 tapi abis itu tidur lagi. Ngeliat jam sudah jam 9:30 langsung buru buru bangun persiapan jumatan dan makan pagi, tapi nggak jadi dan malah duduk di kasur karena denger di radio ada 2 penyiar radio makobu yang lucu lantas gw dengerin sebentar. Biasanya gw nggak pernah matiin radio. Sampai jam 10 gw langsung ambil handuk lalu mandi. Tepat jam 10:38 gw cari makan ke warung langganan sebelah kos ! Terus lanjutin ke Masjid untuk jumatan. Sampai di Masjid jam 11:15 maklum jauh masjidnya! Nggak di sangka sangka gw ketemu sama temen lama! Abis jumatan ngobrol deh panjang lebar, tapi karena jam 1 siang gw harus ikut pengajian langsung de ngobrolnya di cut! Hah ... mata rasanya nggak bisa dikedipin ketika gw ngeliat seorang cewek berjilbab lagi jalan pulang pengajian. Agnes !!! duh deg deg deg rasanya, mantan gw bo! cek cek cek cantik banget sudah banyak berubah. Buruan gw samperin ajak ngobrol dan becanda. Nggak tau ada apa dengan perasan ini tiba tiba rasa itu kembali lagi. "Aku sudah puya Fika" kata dalam hati! Gw nggak tahan ngeliat cantiknya mantan gw dan ramah banget seperti nggak pernah terjadi apa apa! Dan tibalah harus say good bye ! Pulang ke kos hati gw nggak karuan! Rasanya bingung, bersalah mau selingkuh dan macem macem. "Siapa se yang lo cinta Rif ?" pertanyaan itu terus ada di kepala gw! Nggak taulah harus bagaimana gw menyikapinya, masih figure it out alias dicari jalan keluarnya! Agnes you drive me crazy again ? why You give me that smile! that love! while I'm with someone else! Who are my true love Agnes or Fika ? Still figure it out ! Huh !

Eyes

Duh hari ini gw capek, males rasanya membosankan. Mata gw lagi sakit. Nggak tau apa sebabnya yang pasti bukan sakit mata yang merah gitu, tapi bengkak di bagian bulumata! rasanya panas dan sakit. Apalagi kalau sudah berair. Kata temen gw Ida, gara gara di kencingi sama kecoa, gila yang bener aja neng ! Emang kecoa bisa nyasar ke mata gw bo? Waktu gw lagi makan pagi di warung deket kos Ibu yang jual bilang mas suka ngintipin cewek ya? Hah gila... ! malu ada banyak cewek cewek di situ lagi liatin ! Tapi biasa, kayaknya nggak liat gw lagi sakit mata tapi ngeliat gw mirip Tom Cruse karena pake kacamata hahaha! Narsis ya bo! Entah sampaikapan sakit mata ini. Denger denger se, sampai agak bengkak besar gitu, waduh bisa malu kalo lagi jalan ney. Apalagi kalo bangun tidur sakit banget. Yah tapi gw rajin pake kaca mata biar gak kena debu. Duh gw harus jaga neh mata karena anugrah yang terindah dari Allah. Syukur banget gw dikasih gift ini. Doain cepet sembuh ya, Amien !

On Time

Duh sudah seminggu gw sulit bangun pagi, yang ada molor sampai jam 10 siang. Gila bad habit yang selalu gw lakuin. Berbagai cara telah gw lakukan buat ngilangin that habit hasilnya nihil bo! Kata temen gw kalu tidur jangan suka malem paling jam 10 harus udah tidur. Tapi gw suka gakbisa tidur sore sore apalagi jam 10, gw biasa tidur jam 12 malem. Belum lagi kalo lagi pusing kepala bisa sampai jam 2 pagi. Apalagi kalo abis tinju 12 ronde hahaha bisa tidur jam 4 pagi. Gila style hidup gw ancur banget. Tapi pada dasarnya gw orang yang suka hidup sehat jadi gw berusaha ngilangi that bad habit. Yah mulai mencoba tidur sore jam 9 - 10 gitu deh! Pernah tuh hari senen kemarin berhasil bangun jam 5 dan seneng banget bisa ibadah tepat waktu lalu lari pagi, cuci cuci. What a wonderful day! Tapi tetep besoknya molor lagi hahaha...! Eh tapi bener lo tiap hari gw berusaha ngerubah diri dengan lebih koreksi diri sendiri. Kecuali kebiasaan gw yang bikin gw ketakutan tetep gak bisa hilang (sensor). Ada aja! Hari ini juga gw ketemu temen lama cewek Ika namanya, duh inget masa lalu deh ! Gw tuh jaman masih kuliah banyak teman cewek daripada teman cowok. Mulai dari yang cantik sexy sampai yang biasa dan gendut, menyenangkan sekalee...! Sekarang temen gw banyak cowoknya gila kenapa ya apa sense of sexuality gw udah berubah ya? Ah.. jangan sampek de! amit amit bo! Aduh gw rindu tidur di kos cewek ne! Ketahuan de! Hahaha Aduh kangen banget sama masa muda gw .......! Semangat !

Jewel in the Palace Episode Terakhir

Duh Drama favorit gw bakal berakhir hari ini di Indosiar. Sedih deh dari drama ini gw bisa survive. Ney kalee sedikit crita terakhirnya : Tak terasa beberapa tahun telah berlalu, dan sejarah kembali terulang. Jang-geum (dengan nama samaran) dan Jeong-ho telah menikah dan mempunyai seorang putri bernama Soo-hyun, yang tidak kalah cerdas dan bandel dibanding sang ibu saat kecil. Sudah tentu, pukulan rotan juga tidak lepas dari betisnya. Jeong-ho sendiri mengisi waktu luangnya dengan mengajar, sementara Jang-geum tetap menjadi dokter bagi orang-orang yang membutuhkan. Saat berusaha menyelamatkan seorang ibu yang kandungannya sungsang, ia nyaris dihakimi massa dan diserahkan ke pihak berwenang kalau Jeong-ho tidak muncul dan mengajaknya lari. Kebetulan, aksi ketiganya terlihat oleh Duk-gu yang langsung pulang dan melaporkan keberadaan Jang-geum sekeluarga pada Shin-bi, yang kemudian meyampaikan pada Ratu Soo-waen. Meski dicegah oleh Kepala Dayang Min dan Dayang Utama Jang, ia nekat menyampaikan berita itu pada Permaisuri, yang justru memberi reaksi mengejutkan. Dalam melakukan pekerjaannya mengobati orang banyak, Jang-geum mendapat bantuan tak ternilai dari putrinya Soo-hyun, yang kadang bahkan nekat kabur dari rumah hanya supaya bisa membantu sang ibu. Kalau sudah begitu, giliran sang ibu yang berusaha menyelamatkan putrinya dari omelan Jeong-ho. Ketika sampai di rumah, ketiganya telah dikepung oleh pasukan kerjaan, yang ternyata datang untuk menjemput mereka kembali ke istana. Di istana, pertemuan Jang-geum dan Jeong-ho dengan para kenalan lamanya berlangsung mengharukan, semua begitu gembira bisa berkumpul lagi termasuk para menteri yang dulu begitu memusuhi. Kedatangan Jang-geum disambut langsung oleh Permaisuri, yang menjadi pemegang roda pemerintahan, yang saking gembiranya mengembalikan status mantan dokter nomor satu itu dan suaminya Jeong-ho seperti semula. Selain usia yang bertambah, praktis tidak ada perubahan berarti di lingkungan istana. Gembira bisa kembali ke istana, namun Jang-geum sadar kalau tempatnya yang sebenarnya adalah berada di tengah rakyat jelata. Meski sedih, Permaisuri mengabulkan permintaan itu dengan syarat Jang-geum harus selalu siap bila dipanggil kembali. Dalam perjalanan kembali ke desa, Jeong-ho meminta Jang-geum berjanji untuk tidak akan pernah melakukan operasi karena selain belum diakui, tindakan itu bakal membuat keselamatan keduanya kembali terancam. Sudah tentu, sang istri dengan manja menolak permintaan itu. Dasar nasib, ketiganya malah bertemu seorang wanita yang tinggal di sebuah gua terpencil dan bakal melahirkan dalam waktu dekat. Masalahnya, tidak ada cara lain untuk menyelamatkan ibu dan bayi kecuali dengan operasi. Sebelum melakukannya, Jang-geum lebih dulu meminta ijin sang suami, yang dengan berat hati akhirnya mengangguk. Apa yang diduga wanita itu sejak jauh-jauh hari akhirnya menjadi kenyataan : operasi berjalan sukses dan selain berhasil menyelamatkan ibu-bayi, Jang-geum sekaligus menghadirkan terobosan baru di dunia kesehatan Korea. Banyak hal yang gw dapet dari drama ini. Gak nyesel deh. Orang mo bilang apa soal gw ngeliat drama ini yang penting gw puas. Emang orang mo ngasih gw makan. hahaha Hidup Survive !!!

My Playlist

Soal music yo pasti man gw gak mau ketinggalan. Mulai dari yang kalem sampai yang ngerock gw suka yoi! Nggak lupa juga gw suka buat playlist atau daftar lagu lagu yang gw suka dan lagi in. Rasanya agak takut bo ngeluncurin playlist ke blog. Hehehe neykan nunjukin selera music gw, by the way gw masih inget kata 50 cent yang bilang

Bo gw suka dengerin lagu yang kalian mungkin nggak nyangka. Gw suka lagu melankolis bo! Kayak "we belong together" nya Mariah Carey. Tapi music music yang kayak gitu bo yang bikin gw bisa nyiptain lagu lagu club yang kayak "in the club", "Best Friend" bareng Olivia. Hehehe (50 Cent).

Nah liat tuh komentar sang 50 cent hehehe. Udah deh neh Playlist gw 1. Mariah Carey - We Belong Together. 2. Ryan Leslie - Used Tobe. 3. Keith Urban - You better be have. 5. The Pussycat Dolls - Beep. 6. Samson - Naluri Lelaki. 7. Eminem - Shake That. 8. Daniel Powter - Bad Day. 9. Ghostface - Back Like That f/ Ne-Yo. 10. Beyonce - Check On It. Sepuluh aja yang lain masih banyak. Kalau ada waktu laen kali gw kasih Top 50 yuk ya yuk hahaha !!! Bencis banget sih bo! Abis gw ketawa terus dengerin Melany ama Iwet dari Hardrock fm. Hahaha... Wuw

Sport and Workout

Hidup akan lebih hidup jika kita olahraga bagi gw, karena dengan workout gw ngerasa enjoy everytime rasanya seger bo! Setiap hari pagi, siang dan malam situp dan pussup is a must. selasa bulutangkis dan minggu renang. Hehehe sixpack neh bo! Usaha gak sia sia! Baru satu bulan udah sixpack tanpa harus ke Gym. Mahal man kalo ke Gym! Mendingan olahraga tradisional nggak pake alat tapi tetep bisa ok. Bener kalau orang sering bilang olahraga juga ngilangin stres. Abis olahraga seger! Hohoho !

Perkasa Sampai Tua

Siapa sih yang nggak ingin perkasa sampai tua? Apalagi gw kan perjaka muda yang tentunya apa yang gw rasain sekarang juga pengin gw rasain pada saat tua nanti. Ternyata pola hidup yang sehat akan memuluskan jalan kita menuju kesana. Bagaimana sih pola hidup yang sehat itu? Ya tentunya melakukan hal hal yang sehat. Salah satunya makan makanan yang sehat dan bergizi dan harus mengandung Vitamin seperti dibawah ini :

1. Vitamin A

Contohnya Hati, telur, susu, wortel, tomat, prikot, ikan, sayur mayur yang berwarna hijau dan kuning.

2. Vitamin B

Contohnya Padi padian, kacang kacangan, telur, kelapa, pala, brokoli dan hati.

3. Vitamin C

Contohnya jeruk, tomat dan stroberi.

4. Vitamin E

Contohnya padi padian, aspargus, zaitun, bayam dan minyak yang terbut dari tumbuh tumbuhan.

5. Magnesium

Contohnya dedak gandum, padi padian, sayur mayur mentah, kenari, pisang dan aprikot.

6. Copper dan Zinc

Contohnya Kerang, kacang kacangan, hati, kenari, telur, minyak jagung mentega, kepiting, roti, daging sapi dan ayam.

Nah mulai sekarang mulailah hidup sehat. Makan makanan yang bergizi. Berolahraga secukupnya. Uih enak kalee kalo hidup kita sehat sampai tua. gak sakit sakitan, makanya mumpung masih muda lakukan pola hidup sehat.

Capek Tapi Harus Semangat

Huh hari ini capek banget bo! Abis tadi malem main 7 ronde ngos ngosan ! hahaha. Tadi pagi lagi enak tidur hp bunyi, eh temen lagi minta tolong kerjain tugas! Duty Call ! akhirnya gw bantu. Anak baek bo! hahaha! tapi sampek jam 4 sore udah gak kuat pengennya bobo melulu yaudah tidur aja. jam enam sore bangun sholat dan seger lagi! Bener ya walaupun keadaan lagi gak enak capek, semangat kudu ! A Must !

Second Chance

Every body get a second chance, right ? Siapa sih yang nggak mau dapet kesempatan kedua semua orang pasti maulah ! Tapi emang berat banget kalu di dunia intertainment gak ada istilah second chance bo! ya capek de! makanya kita harus bener bener memanfaatkan kesempatan yang diberikan kepada kita. Hari ini gw sukur banget masih dikasih second chance buat gw nunjukin gw punya talent! Huh ... ! Lega deh ! Gw bakal manfaatin sebaik baiknya !

No Foolish Any More

Hey , gw harus inget dan catat nih adalah hari dimana gw bahagia gak ketulungan bo! Capek deh ! hahaha ! Gw disuport ama GM gw jadi penyiar walaupun itu bukan yang gw mau. Its hard to be a broadcaster ! But kalo nyerah bukan gw banget gitu ! No no no gw gak bakal berhenti sampai disini aja. gw udah belajar banyak dari kesalahan yang gw lakuin di masalalu dan gw mau ngelakuin better way ! Jadi neh lo lo pade neh jangan nyerah apaupun keadaanya ! Gw survive banget dan enjoy the time right now ! Tiap hari gw latihan speak dan penghayatan dalam pengucapan Broadcaster stuff lah ! Bukan gw kalu kalah sebelum perang hahaha ! Bener , kita harus semangat! Gw suka liat J Dorama "The Beautiful or The Beast" dan Korean Drama "Jewel In The Palace" dari 2 Drama tadi gw blajar banyak banget ! bukannya kecewek cewekan, suka ngeliat drama ! bagi gw kalo itu bagus bakal gw liat ! Kadang Orang suka malu ngakuin dirinya yang sebenarnya ! Tapi bagi gw gak ada waktu lagi tuk malu ! Gw pengin orang orang disekitar gw juga merasakan kebahagian yang gw rasa! Thanks To Miss Nana yang selalu suport gw ! That big bang for me ! Thaks, salut ! This Blog salah satunya dedicated to you Nana ! Moga cita cita lo kabul buat have a baby, amien ! Shout to the world Hello couse nobody want see you say Bye !

Mariah Carey The Butterfly

Mariah Carey, what can I say about this woman? So Hot On Fire ! Album The EmanCipation Of Mimi kejual 5 million copy and still counting Gila!!! 2 singlenya jadi jawara chart billboard "We belong together" and "Dont forget about us" Gilanya lagi dia artis cewek yang bisa nyamain recordnya si Mr Elvis dengan memiliki 17 single at #1 ! Dan kemaren nih borong 3 grammy ke 48. Dan Mariah Carey perform We Belong Together dan Fly Like A Bird Wow dasyat banget 5 octav dia tunjukin ke dunia. Kayaknya dia lagi bernyanyi nih gw masih bisa lo high note ! Gila gila ! Bahkan semua kontestan American Idol gak berani nyanyiin lagu Miss Mariah Carey karena gak bisa belting kayak Miss Mimi ! Tapi Baru Idol 5 ada yang nyoba nyanyiin Hero alhasil dia ke eliminasi aduh kasihan banget ! Gw sangat salut sama prestasi Mimi ! Dari orang yang diremehin karena blesteran black and white ! hingga jadi Miss So Hot On Fire ! No Body Like Her ! Who Can sing with power dan high note like that ! Bono aja bilang "Mariah You sing Like An Angle"! This is My Love Idol Mariah Carey

Fauzi Baadilla

Ohhh... What a wonderfull day ?!! Thanks God ! Today 3 Maret 2006 gw ketemu ama My Idol Mas Fauzi Baadilla.Gw cowok tapi bukannya gay but I look Forward to him as an artis. Fauzi bener bener down to earth banget dan enak diajak ngobrol, gila!!! gw gak nyangka ! Nice smile easy talk dan lembut banget orangnya. Gw banget gituloh ! gitu kalee kata orang gaul, hahaha ! Emm sebenarnya gw lebih ngeliat pada talent dari pada fisik, but ketika gw dah tau kalu Idol gw ternyata ramah waduh glodak serentak salut! Lagian gokil amat tu Fauzi, taugak gw minta ttd gambar dia eh malah yang ada dicoret coret hahaha Funny ! Orangnya ternyata agak genit yah ? hehehe Maaf Mas ! But I like It Its OK ! Yah nice day for me meet my idol ! Look At the picture jika pengen tau cantiknya si Fauzi ! Hehehe dia Cantik lo ! Gila hari ini gw so gays banget yah ! Yaudah deh yang penting gw udah puas ketemu my idol ! One of My Idol ! Give it Up For Fauzi Baadilla !