My Hero My Dady

Dady I hope you'll gonna be alright soon, I'll be back home soon and take care of you and mom ! Maybe God made the accident to reunited our family. I Love ya Dady !

Another Confusion

Life is about to survive and struggle. Everytime we face the problem of world turning up side down. Sometime we are up but dramatically down when another confusion comes one by one. How to choose between two lines that we never want to choose but we have to decide and pick one of the lines. Take a lot of energy and thought. Every decision has its own good and bad. I hope my dicision is the best of I ever had before, I wont feel awkward and regret anymore, my decision is to come back to what I used to be. Me My Self and I.

Enjoy the Sunshine

Bet you wanna go with me Leave your cares and worries behind Bet you wanna roll with me Talk about the time of your life Baby won't you wanna smile for me You're gonna feel so much better inside Everything's alright baby We're gonna have the time of our lives Yeah It's alright Everything is so light Take a minute to enjoy the sunshine We're gonna get by So keep your head to the sky Baby, we're gonna have the time of our life Bet you wanna go with me We're gonna have the time of your life.

B for Bi Curious

Yes I admit I like it ! Since I know B, my spirit of creating something new and to study come so crazyly. It's hard to make him believe that my goal is make a friendship, coz I like the idea of friendship than hook up. After so many messages finally he reply. He told me about his activities making an EO and appearing on International magazine "Anggun". I'm so flattered by his comment that I'm the only one who had given his mobile over the internet. At the begining all is just about having fun, I'm kinda hopeless since I have moved to Jakarta, I don't have much friend at the megapolitan city. He is the only one I ask to ! Time goes by and I found friendship with other fellas, I oftenly visit my fellas on weekend at Cilandak or the Center of jakarta. The idea of meeting come to mind, then we met at Citos and continued to go to Star Buck. B is nice person. The point of my view is I need something new from what we talking about but I'm mesmerized to a feeling that I never imagine before, the feeling of worst people ever thought. I promise my self not to think about but I can't. Place to hang out that I used to be hang out was not a nice place it was. It's like what happen with my frienship, feel so awkward after everything reveal while we ride on motor bike. No this is not I want, the clock is always ticking, my heart too, but I don't think I should stay, my heart tell me I have to go, time and time again you take me back to the desperate world. Again and again this is not real. Who should restart again and back the time we got something laugh, coz no body will started so I guess I have to leave. I have nothing to show again, I wont tears comes down again, coz this is not real love Bi Curious ! Where do I know about life from you !

Cilember 02122006

After busy working in a week, finally the weekend comes. What will you going to do on weekend ? The ones that came to mind is recreation. yeah I need mind relaxasion ! Having fun with friends is must for me. Denni, Rizka, Meryl, Arifah, Tommy, Arie and me spending the time together at Cilember,Bogor, Indonesia. The weather was raining but we are still going on. All we have done is took pictures, take a shower at waterfall, enjoy the rain and eat warm meal. The most important thing is we leave all stress behind. We have a time of our life, Little sad comes when Meryl told us wanna back home to Yogyakarta, she is the shopper girl, from bag to clothes. Yeah it's alright as long as she keep contact to us. So When you going to have your own Vacation ?