B for Bi Curious

Yes I admit I like it ! Since I know B, my spirit of creating something new and to study come so crazyly. It's hard to make him believe that my goal is make a friendship, coz I like the idea of friendship than hook up. After so many messages finally he reply. He told me about his activities making an EO and appearing on International magazine "Anggun". I'm so flattered by his comment that I'm the only one who had given his mobile over the internet. At the begining all is just about having fun, I'm kinda hopeless since I have moved to Jakarta, I don't have much friend at the megapolitan city. He is the only one I ask to ! Time goes by and I found friendship with other fellas, I oftenly visit my fellas on weekend at Cilandak or the Center of jakarta. The idea of meeting come to mind, then we met at Citos and continued to go to Star Buck. B is nice person. The point of my view is I need something new from what we talking about but I'm mesmerized to a feeling that I never imagine before, the feeling of worst people ever thought. I promise my self not to think about but I can't. Place to hang out that I used to be hang out was not a nice place it was. It's like what happen with my frienship, feel so awkward after everything reveal while we ride on motor bike. No this is not I want, the clock is always ticking, my heart too, but I don't think I should stay, my heart tell me I have to go, time and time again you take me back to the desperate world. Again and again this is not real. Who should restart again and back the time we got something laugh, coz no body will started so I guess I have to leave. I have nothing to show again, I wont tears comes down again, coz this is not real love Bi Curious ! Where do I know about life from you !